Oh Sleep!
10:38 AMI'm going to admit something. I love sleeping but I hate it too.
Subconsciously my body and mind do not want me to sleep. It's so messed up. And it doesn't always happen. But recently it's happening more. Especially like last night, after being off work for extended periods of time then going back, nope no sleep.
I try and think is it because I don't want to go to work? Or is it because I had such a great time doing whatever that if I don't go to sleep I am extending the time a little more?
I know I know it's so messed up!
So as the whole house sleeps I lay here, checking my phone, thinking of stuff I have to do at work and just thinking of stuff I'd rather be doing than sleeping.
Sicko I am. I want to sleep. But no.
Anyone else have this problem? Not just can't fall asleep, but the brain saying to stay awake, because today is better than tomorrow. It sounds like such a downer, I hate it.
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My mind is always going a million miles a minute most nights. Probably about twice a week I have problems falling asleep- mostly it's me running through the list of crap I have to do the next day or me hoping that nothing bad ever happens to my kids or my husband. I used to get on my phone or computer but I've started forcing myself to just lay there in the bed trying to think calming things. I also just downloaded a sound machine app that's been helping me out a lot. :) Hope you get some quality sleep soon.
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